I have trouble posting at times, because it is hard to decide what parts of my personal life I am willing to "put out there"........but tonight I am in the mood to express one of my vulnerabilities.
Okay, I am 35 years old. For three more months. :)
I am aggravated about being this old.
That is all.
Okay, I am 35 years old. For three more months. :)
I am aggravated about being this old.
That is all.
posted by shari at 11/17/2005 10:36:00 PM
4 Comments:
I'm sure everyone goes through moments......I guess I was just in a mood to complain, rather than analyze and elaborate more fully the emotions I'm feeling about growing older. On the positive side, I am truly just grateful to be ALIVE (thank you, GOD) and healthy, and I know that in the broad spectrum, 35 isn't really that old.
I think how I was raised, combined with being a teenage mom, I matured at a young age. A big part of me, however has refused to let go of being youthful in spirit. As I have gotten older, I still feel EXACTLY the same in my spirit inside as when I was a teen, yet I'm wearing an older body and a "number label" that says you're 35 now...
So that part of me, wakes up everyday, and becomes more alarmed as time keeps passing... I want to freeze the aging process and just go through life experiences without getting older. HEY! I want to live forever and never age!! How original is that wish?!!?? LOL
I just tell everyone that I'm celebrating the "nth" anniversary of my 29th birthday. I just celebrated the 8th anniversary of my 29th birthday this August. I'm still not sure exactly how I feel about that.
Hey Shari,
You look realy cute in that picture.
I think we are both alike in the fact that we are both young at heart. I do think that comes from having to grow up at a very young age.
Age is just a number, how you feel is more important, althaugh, I wouldn't want to hit 40, and still feel like I am not able to take proper care of myself like I feel now.
:) AB
I guess what I need to do is keep shoving the "number" in the back of my mind and just focus on growing.
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